.kill.me.quick.

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 16:56:31 GMT

new journal, go now and if you comment and add me and i will add you.

_buriedmyself_

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 00:52:23 GMT

life sucks, guys suck, and friends suck. im so tired of school and the bullshit that goes along with it. i have no real firends and it hurts. i fucked up another chance with a guy, this time he was almost perfect, but leave it to me to not keep my fucking mouth shut and realize what a good thing i had. im friends with my ex again but now im getting thoughts about getting with him. bad i know. but i cant help it. i need help

this shiz really works

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 01:54:46 GMT

First..get a pen and paper. When you actually
choose names, make sure it's people you actually
know and go with your first instinct.

Scroll down one line at a time...and don't read
ahead or you'll ruin it!

1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a
column.

2. Then, beside numbers 1 and 2, write down any
two numbers you want.

3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down the names of
members of the opposite sex.

NO LOOKING AHEAD...OR IT WON"T TURN OUT RIGHT!

4. Write anyone's name (like friends or
family....) in the 4th, 5th, and 6th spots.

5. Write down four song titles in 8,9,10, and 11.

GO WITH YOUR INSTINCT PEOPLE!!!!

6. Finally, make a wish.

And now the key for the game.....

1. You must tell (the number in space 2) people
about this game.

2. The person in space 3 is the one that you
love.

3. The person in 7 is one you like but can't
work out.

4. You care most about the person you put in 4.

5. The person you name in number 5 is the one
who knows you very well.

6. The person you name in 6 is your lucky star.

7. The song in 8 is the song that matches with
the person in number 3.

8. The title in 9 is the song for the person in 7

9. The tenth space is the song that tells you
most about YOUR mind.

10. and 11 is the song telling you how you feel
about life

NOW...post this bulletin (dont reply) within the
hour... IF you do..
your wish will come true...
If you don't it will become the opposite.

sadness ugh!

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 02:21:34 GMT

BOY: I saw her today.
GIRL: I saw him today.
BOY: It seems like it`s been forever.
GIRL: I wonder if he still cares.
BOY: She looks better than before.
GIRL: I couldn`t stop staring at him.
BOY: I asked her how things were going.
GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend.
BOY: I`d choose her over any girl I`m with.
GIRL: He`s probably really happy right now.
BOY: I couldn`t even look at her without starting to cry.
GIRL: He couldn`t even look at me.
BOY: I told her I miss her.
GIRL: He doesn`t mean it.
BOY: I meant it.
GIRL: He doesn`t mean it.
BOY: I love her.
GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend.
BOY: I held her for the last time.
GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug.
BOY: Then I went home and cried.
GIRL: Then I went home and cried.
BOY: I lost her.
GIRL: I love him.

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 23:35:14 GMT

ok here's the pictures of my new hair. they are bad but these were the only ones i took before my camera died on me.

BEFORE

AFTER

highlites(the color looks way darker and kinda ugly in theses pics)

good one of the bangs

and this one i just really like

and this is the picture i used as an example, i think it looks alot like it!

oh and off the subject but, this is the piercing im getting in a few days (the barbell one)

yay tell me if you guys like it, cuz i really do!!!

pictures

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 22:48:31 GMT

yay! pictures of muah!

tell me what ya think, cuz i like them, do you?

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 21:29:11 GMT

this is just another stencil i made. welli didnt actually make the stencil, i cant remember who made it but yea i did it on the shirt. i really like it! but i think i should add something more to the shirt. any ideas??? maybe some ribbon, or lace, or a way to reconstruct it into something???? thanks for any advice!!!

thats the whole shirt

thats close up of the stencil

XOXO ashley XOXO

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 20:04:50 GMT

i go to camp tomorrow morning!!! yay!!! but i still have a bunch of things to do:

*finish laundry
*go get a different present for my lil sister
*figure out something to wear for our theme 80's aerobics(if anyone has ideas please help me out)
*pack

gosh now that i see what i have to do it doesnt look like that much but it really is, especially for a lazy person like me. ok i should probably go do something since its 1o'clock already!

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 17:40:30 GMT

im in a really sublime mood, so guess who im listening to...SUBLIME! duh! hahaha hmmm, i think that i wanna smoke with matt. i havent smoked in soooooooooo long. i need something before i go off to camp for 4 long days. plus i need to brake in my pipe i got in jamaice like 3 months ago. haha anyways yea ok buh bye

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 16:54:57 GMT

ok so today im starting a new diet plan for back to school. i have 23 days until i go back to school, roughly 3 weeks to loose about 10 lbs or more. my goal weight would be 125-130. right now im almost 140 and i dont like it. i excercise 3-4 days a week thru cheer. but i dont really eat that healthy, so from now on i am going to drink my aunts diet shakes and try to eat smaller portians(sp?) at dinner. oh also im gonna try to cut down on snacking during the day just b/c im bored. i just gotta keep my mind on the goal! i wanna go back to school and show everyone who talks shit and says im fat that i look good!

but anyways, i think matt is back today so i cant wait to hang out with him again. it should be fun! i leave for camp on thursday and i feel totally unprepared. i havent gotten anything for my "little sister" i havent gotten any decorations for our room. and i havent found the rest of the clothes im gonna wear for fun day. and i still have to call amber and get together to plan stuff since we are sharing a room and a "little sister". ugh, i just hope its fun.

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 18:26:25 GMT

eww how ghey is it this, ok so i have to wake up early ass in the morning to go pick up my uniform and shit for camp next weekend. and my skirt is like 3 sizes too big! i could pull it up over my pants without even unbuttoning it! plus it is sooooo long, its like to my knees. ugh, stupid cheer. but we took it to get altered so i hope it turns out right. it should be done b4 wednesday so im like ugh until then. plus, i found out who my little sister is and i dont even know her. like i dont know what to get her. whatever, i guess i'll call up amber and we'll go shopping for her since we are sharing her. its ok tho, im still excited for camp, i know it will be fun!

today me and kayla are gonna go shopping, the real kinda shopping, where you go to thrift stores and unique shops, me and her have our own little taste of fashion. i love her, shes such a down to earth chick. its gonna be funn today yay!!!!!!!!! i'll update with pics of what i get.

<333 ashley

my piercing!

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 21:39:07 GMT

hey everyone, look at what i get to do when i get back from cheer camp...........

my soon to be industrial piercing

its the barbell one not the other ones!!! yay im so excited!

hahah

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 00:28:02 GMT

ya know what a really funny word is......SPLOOGE!!! it just sounds and looks and yea haha i like it.

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 01:21:00 GMT

everyone look at the shirt i made! i like it alot! and i like matchbook alot so its perfect!!!

full view of the tank, oh and may i add, stenciling on whife beaters is really hard, it soaks up mucho paint and tuff to get inbetween the lines.

close up of the design. its not all wavy its just the way it falls b/c its on a hanger.

and a close up of the missing M. i guess the M didnt
stick down or the paint bled to much but oh well.

tell me what ya'll think!

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 16:03:38 GMT

thats right niggas im watchin UNSOLVED MYSTERIES
i LOVE this show!
after that i think im gonna take a shower,
i feel kinda gross. alright peace!

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 15:21:29 GMT

http://www.livejournal.com/community/___theconceited/

join now!

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 22:31:26 GMT

is it weird that i look at myself in the mirror all the time? i like make funny faces and stuf to myself in the mirrors...hmmm

grounded...maybe

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 17:54:52 GMT

oh man, last night i snuck out to see matt. we had fun...he he he...but then i lose my phone. im freakin out so we look everywhere and we found it but i have a voicemail...dun dun dun...from my aunt! i was caught, i guess she got up to go to the bathroom and i guess she checked on me(which she never does) and i wasnt there! so she called like a million times but i wasnt ready to go home yet. so me and matt chilled a little while more trying to come up with a good excuse why i was gone and why i didnt answer my phone. so we came up with...i went to o toliet paper somepeoples houses with 2 of my friends and i didnt take my phone with me b/c i didnt think id be too long. and she actually bought it. im still in trouble but she bought the story! how ghey is that, im in trouble for NOT telling her i was "toliet papering" she said it meant i didnt have trust in them...i dont think it has anything to dowith trust. whatever! she took my phone away but all she did was put it in one of her drawers so yeah of course i took it back this morning and i wont put it back untill right b4 they come home. i dont think im gonna be in that much trouble, just like a smack on the hand kind of trouble. i wanna go out with matt again, surprisingly hes a pretty good kisser! if i didnt get caught last night then we were gonna go to the drive in cuz it would be fun and matts never been there. but i dont think that will happen tonight. gosh i hate parents, oh well gotta live with'em.

<333 ashley

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 17:31:26 GMT

this morning i played dress-up. im trying to find some look to feel comfortable in....maybe its this one......?

this was my favorite one...very um...artistic?

haha rocky horror picture show...wannabe

tell me what you guys think!

join

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 00:24:18 GMT

go now its my 1st community!!!

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 22:37:32 GMT

heres to all you freaky-deaky's

If you and I were alone in a room right now, what would we be doing?

answer in a comment.........

then copy and paste in your journal to see what others would do with you

beach pictures!!!!!

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 20:02:35 GMT

here is some pictures from the beach...sorry for the intense obese-ness of myself.

my feetsies

all our feetsies

and lastly......

me trying to be sexy...hahah yea right

all your comments would be loved lots!

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 17:17:09 GMT

gosh why am i feeling so horny today....oh thats right, because scott didnt do shit on our date. i had to make all the moves and i think it will always be me making all the moves and that fucking sucks. all i want is a guy to take me into his arms and kiss me wherever and whenever he feels like it. i think im gonna call scott and tell him to come over, i think i might seduce him...ohhh.....well really all im gonna do is be all dominant and then see if he takes the bait. and basically if he doesnt then thats the last straw. but like part of me just wants to keep him around b/c he is a good guy and hes cool to chill with. i dont know god, why does my love life ALWAYS have to be confusing!!!!!!!!!

all you who read this, please help me out, what should i do about scott?

<3 ashley

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 20:58:18 GMT

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	friendly
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	awakening my heart
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	one of a kind

Quiz created with MemeGen!

went out on my date with scott....im so confused about what i want.....and then when you add in the shit from thursday night...man im sooo confused....more details later im to lazy to write a lot right now.

ahhh scurry

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 03:42:53 GMT

i just watched CANDYMAN. and it is sooooooo scary, that totally messed up my head, i am not gonna be able to sleep tonight. wow i will never ever look in a mirror and say candy man 5x. ahhh im all scared now and im home alone, nice combo. maybe i'll call scott, he can make me feel better.....hopefully

<3 ashley